Day 1~ 18 april

Though it's nth new,parting with someone for a period of time, i still felt weird and all lost when i woke up :( Probably it's because of the long time spent together just before he flew off !!The feeling of missing someone is just terrible when you cant do anything !! Went to work , thought it wld get my mind distracted but in the end i ve got clumsy during work ! forgetting room numbers & went into the wrong one ! ah so funny !!!

Was relieved when he called back :D heh ...lucky there was lil  reception in the lil dusty room i was in or else i wld have missed that man !:/Poor boy had to endure the"bangala" kind of lifestyle there :x !talked for bout a min n he had to go :'( finally work ended,went home feeling so empty :( had a short nap and i think i really miss him so much that i dreamt of him !!! sucks to know that it was only a dream ~ Received a text msg from him when i woke up !!! He had to surrender his phone :( means no contact at all :C On the brighter note, it was comforting to  hear that he misses me and all !~

Ahhh though 1 month isnt that long , its never nice being away from your family and all , i always feel so helpless knowing that taking care of myself its the least i could do ~ 

I know i will be fine after few days ^^

 Continuation ~

Gave clubbing a missed !!^^ i dk if he wld be happier if i did this :x heh !!!but now i'm kinda regret because i cant slp and all i cld do is think think & THINK !!! wonder when my mind would stop thinking and worrying bout things...!!!sigh this trip made me realised  how much he meant to me now ....during these 4 months it wasnt as deep as i've thought !! ..but absence made me realised I would be devastated if he were to leave me someday ! OH MY ...maybe its good maybe its bad ..because once i fall hard for someone, i wld easily get hurt and feel more pain if anything were to happen~

cherish every single moment, even the slightest and lil things~ 

they meant a whole to me ~<3