Insecurities remains unchanged~ 


pretty upset....
i bet he doesnt know that i took halfday off camp for him ,
in the end he ends up clubbing....
even though i cld see the effort he puts in to acc me as much ...
i dont wanna take any bit of his happiness away
but try to add to it...but sometimes its difficult ~


yeah i guessed its prolly diff to club tgt now a days ...
we cant danced and clubbed like 7th jan , could we???
i really wished we cld , xx




i asked my friends if  it is  alright to always put him my 1st priority?


I think i should because army boys are diff , 
they cant really choose when they wanna book out :x 
thats why i always do it that way ~


we are all still young , we should live the life and party as much as we wanna 


but when will we ever start settling down?

Its hard not to talk bout it , 

bottling it inside doesn't feel good either .

I saw u packing that pack of cigg with my own eyes,

my heart sank , telling myself that maybeb its not yours.....

When we met, i smelt it and then confirmed you smoked

but agn , mb u were helping ur friend hold it for a sec or so ...

Deep down i wanna know the truth ,

but knowing you wld feel frustrated i didnt ask ,

i wished u wld tell me urself if u did or did not 

and why :(


i dont mind you smoking at all ,
but obviously wld wish u quit totally !!!
sigh just tell meeee

OH we so silly !!

I had no idea how much you love me !!!

you had no idea how much

I LOVE YOU TOO !!!

to be continued ~ yawns x.x