Day 13 - 30 april

Today's my 5/11 days working .! when i wake up every morning i really wished i cld take MC or sth  ! really tired :( i slp like before 3 am everyday ....!! its good but not enough slp :( 


haven been working at amenities ritz carlton for a week alrd but lucky i still rmb most of the things..!!! After work, went to eat dinner with Terence before heading home because he was working n i had no food at home except for maggi :(!!!


my mom went to korea therefore i had to make sure everything at home is fine and done too !! supposed to club tonight because tmr is LABOUR day ..however because of work and all i said no despite all the benedits i will be getting !!! OMG cant believe it ..but i know i can do it ^^ hehehhehe



Guessed you;re busy or you forgot my number :( no calls from you today  .....

Day 10 , Day 11 , Day 12 - 27 ,28, 29 april

Was the first day of the yatch show at one degree fifteen at sentosa cove !! had to travel pretty far !! but for the money and for the advantages i endured ^^ ....my job was pretty simple like doing registration ! this event was quite a luxurious event ! many things happened but i will tell u if i rmb ! too much to typed...


BUT  the highlight of this job was ......to meet different class /types of people !! when i saw their name cards ...its like jaw dropped !!! :O  got brokers/traders/pilots/rolls-royce peeps/actors and more !!!! and and the  BEST PART WAS TO SEE THE BEAUTIFUL YATCH ! THOUGH THE SUN WAS SCOTCHING HOT , IT WAS WORTH IT ! we didnt get to go int he yatch though because its invites/appointments !!


During these 3 days there were private parties on the yatch ....DAMN COOL....!! saw my friend's brother and he was so excited bout it ! and saw my friend david hoon too !!! all the rich kids ...tsk !!!!


OH YEAH and the BMW - M6 damn powerful man ..the test drive was too POWERFUL that the closure door  kept banging !!!


made new friends etc !!! total $240 earned ^^ but end up OT without getting paid...thats why kinda sad plus one of the woman in charge is horrible i swear !!!! but yeah this is the working world !~ 


if we have the money we should go there to eat someday !:) i really love the sceneries there etc <3 meltsss!!

After work on day 2 i went to my bestie birthday party ..!!! you know i took mrt n bus just to save money :x and her friend send me home after that ! hehehehe there were like many ppl i dk !lol but i was damn tired and all ....but my bbf b;day that i cant give a missed ! and you called halfway :D hehehehe after like 5 days !! HAPPY PIEEE  and yeah u know i didnt consume any alcohol except 2 alcoholic gummy bears :x!!! LOL  so proud of myelf :D hehehehee

After work on the last day , day 3 ! i went to vivo to meet my girls !!!the food was great but my heart really aches like SHIT !!! shall not say it here in case someone sees it :x yeah but i spent a lot including the debt i had to pay my friend for the elephant ride during my bali trip way back !when igot home i was really depressed...like


all my 3 days hard earned money all GONE ! just like that :'(


heh  !! you'll be back by my side in time to come <3 cant wait !!!!

Day 9 - 26 april

I was lucky today because my mom send me to taiseng for training !!! aftermath we all head down to plaza sing for the rest of the training !!! i kept yawning away even though we were standing !!! it 's a drink kiosk thats why i expected it to be less tiring then marble slab but hell no i was wrong !:( only making the drinks were fun !!! made new friends and lucky one of friend was training with me too if not i will die even more !

Now am home , i have 10 more days to go of work !!! actually i'm not really happy bout this job of mine for now :3 .....if u wanna know then i will tell ya :) heh 

i felt really bad bout my piano !!! u know i haven really been putting a single effort in it !! i missed last week and makeup lesson was on tues but i had gastirc and now this sat got event so i cant go for lessons :( and the  whole of next week mon-sun am working

haven received any calls from u for 2 days alrd...and plus now i 'm feeling all !@#$%^ i really wished u will call later :'( 

hehehe this sat all the girls gonna club but i rejected them plus 2 weds of mambo though i admitted it was quite tempting !!!SIGH  

at least every single day i have work or activities to keep me busy  till u come back but now i think its overwhelming !!

;'( where you'd go , i miss you so ~

Day 8 - 25 april
Woke up damn early ! as usual its so tiring !:( travelled all the way sch to to get my graduation gown ! we had to go through 6 stations and one of them was to know our BMI ! guessed they want us to stay healthy after we grad ! LOL ...!! joy drove so followed her to meet Zac ( which was super awkward,but she wanted me to tag along !!) finally going to the titanic exhibition !!:D


Went to the hotel side of MBS to visit my ex colleagues ! so happy each time i visit them !:D my manager gave me 2 free ticket to titanic exh ! so we only bought entry for another exhibition ( Andy Warhol )!!!


though it was nth much i was pretty interested about the titanic after watching the documentary at ur place ! its cool shiat !!! n the andy warhol too was like pop art...!!! pretty awesome !!<3

oh and and and i survived the titanic tragedy !!:D my name was helen sth sth !!! i know u sure say ( welcome to singapore ) but i couldnt help but secretly take pictures of anything  i think its worth the risk :x heh !!!


my phone left 1% and i had to train home !! imagine if it died on my halfway through my  journey home i will cry !!! i cant live without music man !!! lucky it did survived.....amazingly !!:D heeheheheh


went home and then went to run some errands before meeting bernice n jeanette !:D she bought us ikea meatballs n chicken wings ! YUM YUM !!!!:D and we had our girls talk ..as usual those love stuff and all the guys !! tsk tsk tsk !!! 


halfway through i was thinking why u didnt call !:( i rmb you told me u were busy so just assumed u were too busy to call !!2 more weeks :D time's passing faster now :D especially when i will be working 6 days strt from tmr onwards !:( gotta work more before u come back so i'll have more time for u :D hehehe


<3 you ! 

Day 7 - 24 april
Today , i was supposed to go for piano lessons but woke up with gastric :x and later i lao sai !!! had to make my ic today as i wont be free the whole of this week !! the stupid lady made me retake my passport size photo !! i wasnt prepared for it and i looked like shit ....as bad as my passport phhoto !:"( and $100 fly !!! 


Myron came down to find me for awhile plus had lunch + a lil catching up !!!


Anyways met up with ther 3 other girls,they used to be my girl clique in poly but we kinda drifted after sometime !!! swimming plan failed :'( and we headed to NEx for dinner after slacking at joy's "bf" condo !!
slacked under a void deck after so long then we cabbed home !!!


Was thinking that titanic exhibition 's gonna end this sunday and you;re not ard :'( plus plus i doubt u will wanna go !!:( ahhhh !!!


its 1130 PM guessed you;re busy today to call back !!!
SIGHHHHH pieeee ! miss you so much :'(

Day 6 - 23april

Today just a lazy day ! supposed to meet my friend Myron for dinner and like to catch up with our lives but he's too busy and end up i ended up watching my drama the whole day ~ i think u watched before the forensic heroes....now part 3 ! FREAKING AWESOME ! ONE OF MY FAV HK DRAMAS !!!


had dinner at botak jones with my sis & alvin and now i'm back home !!!


Waited for your call and finally you called !:D though it was 4 mins i'm glad u cld call ^^you sound so tired and all ...and you told me youre sick !:O so worried !!! sigh wished i cld do sth bout it or at least tc of you !!!just pray you wld recovery and tc of youself there! 


hmm i wonder if you ever feel insecure ~ because if i'm in your place i wld !!!


anyways looking at the calendar now its like you;ll be back pretty soon like 2 and a half weeks more ...but it feels so long too !!!


my gastric has been pretty bad these days therefore i'm trying to not club till u come back ...i hope i can do it :x heh though there're lots of temptation as i dont wanna miss out all the fun with my friends.but i think i had enough for now !!:x

Day 5 - 22 april

Met alexis for our usual eyebrow trimming session  !!! its always a painful thing to do !! Alexis and I always have H2H talks for hours as we alwys meeet like once a month or so !!! as usual updated each other bout our love life etc!!! was suffering from hangover the whole day but luckily i didnt puke !! I told her bout you too as i guessed she knew nth much about us yet !! ^^

Met my sis and old friends ard my block and headed home !:)

Today you told me you had duty therefore wasnt any call from ya ~

Day 4 - 21 april

Woke up pretty late !!! waited till night for joy n kcarol to come to my place to drink before heading down to zouk !!! been months since i met kc and we just did a lil of catching up !!! cant believe we girls almost finished the bombay huge bottle...fucking grosss !;( we had a lovely girls time....after we left my house i was fucking high alrd...and yeah u know how careless i'm always isssss !!!

AND i was quite high when u called at the same time so happy that u called !!!<3 if u rmb joy talked to u on the phone and she asked u if u missed me etc..u said u shy or sth ...i dk what else !~~~ hahahas so funny

I lost my coach wrist-let with my ic n cards inside plus my pocket money !:'( serve me right , RIGHT :(

FUCKING SAD!

but the thing is my key and camera inside but end up it landed with my friend the rest gone....either dropped it in the cabby or sth...when i alighted i puked :/ i bought macs for dinner but i ate 4 nuggets n i was fulll..mb thats why ..:( and kc left home as her friend came to pick her up while she lend me her ic.....

you know i spent hours outside zouk trying to memorize the ic number which became so difficult..n i was shouting and alll....if you were there you will laugh ur ass off....my friends bumped into me outside and were trying to help me rmb end up they all rmb except me....just didnt  bothered n went in !!!

all of them were nice looking after me !! i disappeared and i kept running ard the club alone... 

i dk why i continued drinking inside....i lost part of my memory that night....ended up with bruises and cuts....and went to meet jeremy n his cousins....oh what a night....followed them for supper and i puked again ..!!! 

always tell myself to learn my lesson but still ....i guessed you're disappointed with me if you know this :(

Day 3 - 20 april

Today Went to work ! was super tired but i deserved it !:/ we were too carried away drinking !!omw to work i had to alight halfway to laosai !!!! damn pain i swear ! during morning briefing i was hunching and all and that STUPID BIATCHHHHH indirectly say me like dont like the attitude of a few ppl  and if have energy to work etc...HATE HER TO THE CORE !!!!

Anyways work was alright just that we were short handed! but lucky Terrence worked with me so it wasnt that bad!!did OT then went to dempsey for dinner at CA !~WTF $30 each person !!! NO MONEHHH !!!!and i'm home now ....

I was soooooo HAPPY to receive your call today !! thought it WAS wrong number or sth because i didnt expect u to call as u said u had to surrender your phone !!! you idiot tell me always mix up my number :( dont rmb by heart you idiot !!:( but yeah at least u've tried :D !!!<3 loveeeeee

just a call and my day was all better !~^^

Day 2 ~ 19 april

Went back to RP with joy and her friend Zac to collect my full transcript before heading down to SIM to submit it !!!!Each time i'm at SIM , i always have this weird feeling about us studying in the same sch in the  future !!!! LOL still long but .....!!!ahhh anyways just slacked ard town !!

It was damn awkward during the whole time because like both of them flirting and all ..!! felt like a light-bulb~ 

First time i chilled at KPO !!! Zac's best friend was working there..!!! Imagine starting to drink at 8 pm !!:O ahhh  !! i know you sure say  alcoholic!!! but the place's an awesome place to slack and chill !and we had free drinks ...like somerSby,lychee martini,baileys on the rock followed by 2 white beer !!! and we didnt have proper dinner..i didnt expect myself to get high and drunk :3 like halfway through drinking the kick just like kicked in!!!OMG !!!! i started blabbering nonsense ...

Had BCM after that and guessed what i was like so tipsy that i ate those lil chilli !!KNNNNCCB !!! SPICY like FUCK !!!!and then i start feeling all emotional n all !! thats why i send u drunk text !!!! :x HEH i really missed you hoping you were here with me during this awesome night !!!

Day 1~ 18 april

Though it's nth new,parting with someone for a period of time, i still felt weird and all lost when i woke up :( Probably it's because of the long time spent together just before he flew off !!The feeling of missing someone is just terrible when you cant do anything !! Went to work , thought it wld get my mind distracted but in the end i ve got clumsy during work ! forgetting room numbers & went into the wrong one ! ah so funny !!!

Was relieved when he called back :D heh ...lucky there was lil  reception in the lil dusty room i was in or else i wld have missed that man !:/Poor boy had to endure the"bangala" kind of lifestyle there :x !talked for bout a min n he had to go :'( finally work ended,went home feeling so empty :( had a short nap and i think i really miss him so much that i dreamt of him !!! sucks to know that it was only a dream ~ Received a text msg from him when i woke up !!! He had to surrender his phone :( means no contact at all :C On the brighter note, it was comforting to  hear that he misses me and all !~

Ahhh though 1 month isnt that long , its never nice being away from your family and all , i always feel so helpless knowing that taking care of myself its the least i could do ~ 

I know i will be fine after few days ^^

 Continuation ~

Gave clubbing a missed !!^^ i dk if he wld be happier if i did this :x heh !!!but now i'm kinda regret because i cant slp and all i cld do is think think & THINK !!! wonder when my mind would stop thinking and worrying bout things...!!!sigh this trip made me realised  how much he meant to me now ....during these 4 months it wasnt as deep as i've thought !! ..but absence made me realised I would be devastated if he were to leave me someday ! OH MY ...maybe its good maybe its bad ..because once i fall hard for someone, i wld easily get hurt and feel more pain if anything were to happen~

cherish every single moment, even the slightest and lil things~ 

they meant a whole to me ~<3